As fierce
Lion named mouse
He slips.
With visions
Of appendages
Dangling - veins
And parchment
Skin.
Call to me
At night in
Pictures
I refuse to
Purge.
Cancer me
With scents
With the feel
Of the edges
Of body;
Mine once,
That cries
On the other
End.
I failed you,
Not a man,
To hold you.
She calls
In questions
What are
You here for?
Moments are
For youth
Futures for age
And remembrance
For the
Advanced.
I shudder
To keep from
Shivering.
Mother,
What of
My demise?
All for naught?
N
A dog he had for a year that died being over fed.
And a brick from the home he lived in with her.
He dropped a couple suits from another life and his grandfather's watch in another.
Because even she
Deep down
Finds him
Awkward,
Mythical.
And never
Steps out of rationale
To embrace
Him.
What weapon?
In the face of
Fear.
What army?
To expend
Our energies
Against.
Small bud
Of thought,
Kills
Each day.
Revives
Again
Life relived
Between blinks.
Planning
Circumventing
Coalescing
Fear
Step to step
Repeat Repeat
Flutters
Smiles
Kisses
Small grins
Long arms
Flights, trains,
And Cars
The lockstep
The beliefs
Of perfection
"This feels right,"
They say.
Step to step
Repeat Repeat
Flutters, Smiles, and Kisses.